U may want to know, how my work coz this already 3rd week. I feel now......Unhappy! Because....
1) Too short time for training. Usually 6 weeks, but this training not reach 20days... How come, too mane input but practice less. I still confuse and panic when comes to scenario our trainer ask to check fare different. Hurm, really down when can't understand. How im going to face it in real situation? Mampos keras~
2) I must to change my online name due to senior agent also have same name with me. Then trainer advice to change my online name, whatever name, glamour name, nick name, perasan name...So i list down all name that i like people to called me include Serena. First, accepted. When i already get familiar with that name, its rejected coz have similar pronounciation with other agent name, Rina. Then i ask for idea from my friends tru FB, then they give me all lovely name, flower name and im so get idea from Nama-nama Islam. I list down several name, Jasmine the 1st of the list because trainer said can use Yasmin. That ok, i like Jasmine too... The next day, it was also rejected!!! So fed-up. Trainer give idea of name; Jun or Daisy. Coz of myampah to think it over again, i choose Daisy and the trainer start called me that name. But I feel unhappy coz thats not my name, i feels like other person, and Daisy is not one of my favourite name. But, Whatever!!!
3) In just 3 weeks for training, i got low blood pressure due too not enough rest or maybe coz before this too relaxing, then start working for 9 hours, haaa...tekezut agaknyer...But, thats is not a big deal actually...
4) I dont think i can manage to work 6days a week, 9 hours a day. Its too tired for my tiny body. (mengada kan?)
Whatever it is, im just sharing what i feel n think. I will not do same mistake like previous time. What i need to do, PATIENCE and PERSISTANCE. Do not give up, run-away is not solve the problem. Just stay, and think the solution. Maybe the solution right in front of me, i juz need to looking for it.
For the time being, im searching for better offer and hope for goverment sector. May all the best for me and for my future. Keep smile and work things out. Chill yaaaa =)
